nurbaya

this is written at a time of unpleasant feelings. maybe i'll regret writing them but now, it's just an explosion.

thank you for making me out to be the worst friend in the world. sure, i wasn't there for you during the worst days of your life but the same can be said for me. and honestly, take a good look at the past 15 years. we've grown distant, we've changed so let's not pretend we're 10 anymore. i don't make the effort because your life has been nothing but your girlfriend/s and girl issues. right, so you can know someone for a damn long time but ultimately know absolutely nothing about them. i have never forgotten your birthday, i don't think finding out that you have a girlfriend via facebook is the most pleasant thing on earth seeing we go way back and the reason why you don't get me (or the way i talk or cuss for that matter) is simply because you don't talk to me anymore. so screw you, never. and lastly, thank you for hurting me, slicing very deeply and letting me realise how tiring and painful remaining unchanged is.